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The Bible is surprisingly candid about dealing with our emotional life. There are Psalms that vent extreme anger and despair. There is the distinction made in Paul's letter to the Ephesians between being angry and sinning — “In your
anger, do not sin” (Eph 4:26). In the deeply philosophical book of Ecclesiastes, Solomon reflects that there is “a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn, and a time to dance” (Ecc 3:4). So what do we do when we’re faced with negative emotions? Allow them. Do what we can to deal with them, to work through them. Anything but try to deny or repress them. Sometimes we just need to articulate and sit with them, sometimes we need to acknowledge them, and then move on to do what we need to do in spite of not “feeling like it.” Recovery writer — and the woman who literally wrote the book on “codependency — Melodie Beatty writes this about “taking care of ourselves emotionally.” Read it and sit with it for a while. It's extremely
wise ... What does it mean to take care of myself emotionally? I recognize when I'm feeling angry, and I accept that feeling without shame or blame. I recognize when I'm feeling hurt, and I accept those feelings without attempting to punish the source of my pain. I recognize and feel fear when that emotion presents itself. I allow myself to feel happiness, joy, and love when those emotions are available. Taking care of myself means I've made a decision that it's okay to feel. Taking care of my emotions means I allow myself to stay with the feeling until it's time to release it and go on to the next one. I recognize that sometimes my feelings can help point me toward reality, but sometimes my feelings are deceptive. They are important, but I do not have to let them control me. I can feel, and think too. I talk to people about my feelings when that's appropriate and safe. I reach out for help or guidance if I get stuck in a particular emotion. I'm open to the lessons my emotions may be
trying to teach me. After I feel, accept, and release the feeling, I ask myself what it is I want or need to do to take care of myself. Taking care of myself emotionally means I value, treasure, explore, and cherish the emotional part of
myself. “Today, I will take care of myself emotionally. I will be open to, and accepting of, the emotional part of myself and other people. I will strive for balance by combining emotions with reason, but I will not allow
intellect to push the emotional part of myself away.” Source: Melodie Beattie, "The Language of Letting Go." 1990 Hazelden Foundation NEXT ACTION:Today's action step is to think again about the final recommendation, or intention, that Beattie leaves us with in her writing above. Make this your intention today: “Today, I will take care of myself emotionally. I will be open
to, and accepting of, the emotional part of myself and other people. I will strive for balance by combining emotions with reason, but I will not allow intellect to push the emotional part of myself away.”
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